I better than anyone know I can be a bit much to handle and that i have my days when I’m certain it can be difficult to be around me. With that being said, I am from the bottom of my little heart truly thankful for the incredible individuals that God has so wonderfully placed in my life that have stuck around thru thick and thin. I’m even thankful for the ones who are no longer in my life because those individuals too taught me things. I look forward to my future with my friends by my side (: <3
There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place, and there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds. But seldom do these words ring true when I’m constantly failing you like walls that we just can’t break through until we disappear. So tell me now if this ain’t love then how do we get out? because I don’t know.
Thats when she said I don’t hate you boy, I just want to save you while there’s still something left to save. Thats when I told him I love you boy but I’m not the answer to the questions that you still have.
I’m more of a realist and tend to gravitate towards valid possibilities and what is most logical. I usually feel that the odds are seemingly against what I really want most. It might help to put forth the greatest amount of effort to suspend my disbelief, and move forward with certainty that my luck can and will in fact change. A change for the better, nonetheless. I’ll have to try my absolute hardest not to question or doubt this, so I can allow positive energy to empower me.
It always sucks when you can no longer look at some one the same way you once upon a time did. You invision this some one to be different, very much their one person indeed, from how they present themselves to their personality, but all that can change in an instant, with an issue as small as ant being the cause. The reason behind it doesn’t necessarily have to be a bad one either. Regardless it doesn’t allow you to look at that some one the same. Could this change? Maybe. But the chances of that are slim. It’s still a possibility though.
I usually get any where from four to six hours of sleep. Some times, unfortunately, less than that. Last night I was lucky enough to have got ten much needed hours of wonderful sleep. And I didn’t wake up during any of those hours once. Just slept right on thru until the morning. Today for the first time in a while I do not feel tired or sluggish whatsoever. I actually feel I have more energy then usual. I have no desire to nap either, which is something I feel I need on a daily basis. I hope to have more days like this in the future. Sleeping for a fairly good amount of time has some great, positive results.